Maybe it's just that time in the semester for everyone... but I am stressed. Not necessarily an overwhelmed, emotional, break down kind of stress, but more just nervous. I'm nervous about upcoming assignments; I'm scared about what is expected from me in writing certain papers and exams; I'm unsure about what I'm supposed to do...
And my brain is just tired of thinking. Yet most of my classes (Biblical Interpretation and Spiritual Formation; Philosophy; Psychology and Christian Thought) are all about thinking. About understanding and stretching your mind.
MY MIND IS STRETCHED.
too far- too much.
Bahh. I want to do well.
I want to be a great steward of my time here at Biola, and I want to take full advantage of my education here and the crazy opportunities I have in these next precious years to learn and grow and cultivate my mind and faith.
I'm just nervous in my ability.
Thank God He offers peace and strength.
Thank God He is bigger than all this
Thank God He is bigger than me and my abilities.
For now I'll rest in his greatness; I'll revel in
his power and be thankful for all his blessings.
And I'll listen to Alexi Murdoch and welcome the
peace derived from acoustic melodious beauty.
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